Lol, I’m about to talk about girl things, so don’t click read more if you don’t wanna hear it -_______- 

I think yesterday was my worst day this semester. I haven’t been that cranky/easily upset in a while. I was just tired (running on 3 hours of sleep), I had a full day of events, I had work I needed to do (and then the work I had done got deleted of my computer cause it crashed…), I knew I was having an off day and could have done better at call backs so i wasnt surprised when i didnt get it - just mad at myself, I was on my period so my hormones were up the wazoo, and I could feel myself getting sick. I think it was just too much to deal with all together, I just needed to calm down. Just stressed. 

Luckily, I got to spend time with my best friend last night with yogiberry, a redbox flick, and nutella. AND today is a new day and I got my rest, one of my papers got saved on gmail, I’m going to church, I get to play with my dog, I have the whole day to re-do my assignments, and yesterday is in the past, I’m gonna focus on today. 

Also, I’ve thought about it. I’m already in two dances for PCN, and I think having to act in the show would have been more stressful because I would have had to memorize the lines, and I don’t know when I would find time to do that. It would have stressed me out even more. As much as I miss acting and doing theater, I know right now is not my time. And, I got offered to co-direct so I’m happy about that, about still getting to be involved. This is a good thing. A blessing in disguise. 

I’m too blessed to be stressed.