My head is about to explode. You always do this. You always come back into my life like this. I don’t know why, but you do. And I know that you don’t do it intentionally, but you’ve got this hold on me. And I’m so angry at you for everything from before. And what I found out about you recently, I also feel bad for you and I’m worried about you. And I don’t want to care so much about you, but I do. I always have, and I probably always will. We’ve got unfinished business. Never got closure. Neither of us did. There’s just so much unspoken shit between the two of us and we just need to get it out there. I know you want to be friends again, and I do too… but I’m scared. I don’t want to take the first steps and I don’t want to get hurt again. I don’t know. I don’t know. The fact that I care so much about you is killing me right now. Where did these thoughts/feelings come from? Ugh.