I became a bitter person because I found out I was taken advantage of, but you know what? FUCK It. At least I can say I gave it my all and if you can't treat me accordingly then you lost a good friend.
“i hate it when people feel bad for themselves and dont do anything to like try to fix the situation, and tell everyone how much their life sucks. Like with you, no offense or anything but last year with college you went thruogh a really shitty situation, like you applied to your dream school, only your dream school, got in and later on ur rents were like u cant go there,but its not like you posted fuckin facebook statuses trying to make people feel bad for you. Like "i wish i could go to the mount with my friends ahhh" like you fuckin did what you had to do went to mc and are working to go to md, its hard but you are making the situation work for you AND youre not asking people to fucking cry a river for you as you deal with it. You dont post fb statuses wining. Sorry that was a lot but yeah”—P. Philips <3 haha i love him so much
Believe me, I’ve played that night in my head hundreds of times… making up ways of what should have happened… what i should have done… but its too late… its happened, its done… it’s in the past… i just have to try and move forward…
Lately, my emotions have been hanging on my sleeve. Everything, EVERYTHING … causes me to react…negatively. I’m driving on the beltway, someone cuts me off, usually I’ll just scream wtf asshole… but lately its more of a WTF YOU #&*@&#& @ ASSHOLE PIECE OF $H!+! f*@^ YOU! … for like 5 mins straight… and i tail them if i dont end up switching lanes. But its not just anger… its sadness too. A sad song comes on the radio that pertains to something in my life i get through half of the first verse and i’m in tears, bawling. I DONT KNOW WHY. Its not like I’m having a lack of sleep, at least not more than usual… Its just everything… I’m just so sensitive lately and I hate it… All of these emotions are giving me a headache.
“Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is… Crazy isn’t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It’s you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends.”—Girl Interrupted | Submitted by kate-kate-kate (via quote-book)
“I’ve had to say goodbye more times than I would’ve liked. But, everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we do it, even when it’s for the greater good..it still stinks. And though we’ll never forget what we’ve given up, we owe to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can’t do is..living our lives always afraid for the next goodbye. Because, chances are..they’re not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing; when it’s a chance to start again.”—Betty Suarez on Ugly Betty (via sycitra) (via quote-book)